Hello friend Meri life ka sabse bure waqt ki bat Kar rahi hu ........jab Meri shadi ke 8 month ke bad hi mujhe cancive ho gaya to mere hubby ne mujhe teblet ke jariye baby ko gira diya but uski bi koi galti nai thi kyu ki 3 moth tk me bahut jyada bimar thi is liye mere baby khona pada fir humne 2 years bad baby plan Kar rahe the 4 year tak but nahi hua hamne bahut kosis ki fir bi nai hua Dr ka trintment bi liya usse bi koi fayda nahi hua fir 4 year tast me mujhe baby cancive ho gaya pehle to hame laga ke ab hame baby nai hoga to Meri piriyad date miss hone 7 day pe mene check Kiya or mene meri aakhe band karke bolti rahi ki test positive aaye bhagvan se bolti rahi or fir mene aakhe kholi to mujhe viswash nahi ho raha tha or me rone lagi ki me maa banne Vali fir mene good news mere hubby ko bi vo bahut jyada khush me bi bahut khush thi fir ek esha mod aa gaya ke hum dono Tut Gaye kyu ki mere baby heartbeat nai thi fir Dr wite karne ko bola tha kyu ki Mera baby 7 week ka hi tha to hame wait bi Kiya or wait karte karte Mera 13 week bi khatam ho gaye par heartbeat nai aayi fir ne bol diya ki ab abortion karna hi padega or abi nai Kiya to apki wife infection bi ho sakta hai fir mere hubby ne bi bol diya ki ab abortion karna hi padega or jab hum agli subha hospital pohche to achanak Meri bp lowe ho gai or behosh ho gai kyu ki Meri nanhi si jaan ko mujhse dur Kar raha tha Bhagavan me bahut roi or mere sath sath sab rone lage the kyu ki Meri life me 4 year bad e Khushi aayi thi fir Mera abortion bi ho gaya or 2 ghante bad mujhe hosh Aya fir hum Ghar aaye or jo Ghar aane ke bad mujhe har pal e lagta tha ki Mera baby mere pass hai fir yad aajata ke mene to mere baby kho diya to har roj mujhe yad aata hai fir me lag bhag 8 ya 9 moth tk me roti rahi ke mera baby kaha hoga e soch sosh ke Rona ata or to or mene sabse bat karna bi chhod diya tha kyu ki mujhe Mera baby hi chahiye tha or kuchh nai pr ek bat to hai mujhe mere hubby bahut saport Kiya hai me har roj Ghar me baby ko hi dhunti hu or jab mere sath sath jo pregnant thi wo sab baby ho par mujhe nahi hua or mujhe bahut dukh hota tha ke mere baby heartbeat aa gayi hoti to mere sath hota me abi bi nai bhul pa rahi hu mere baby ko mujhe har roj yad aati hai or iss bar Bhagavan se keh rahi hu ki mujhe de to salamat de bich me chhin me ke liye na de kyu ki ek maa ke bahut sapne hote hai unke bacche ke sath ....or e thi Meri life ka sabse bure waqt ki Kahani ....Miss's you so much ???????